Venting

Okay so I haven't been on here in a while but i have a lot of stuff on my mind and i need to let it out asap or else ima lose my mind.so first of all i have this boy that i am talking to how goes to a different school and he is currently in the process of doing something and i understand that completely but its like i cant take it. cause when I text him he either don't test back or takes like forever and it makes me so mad cause when he text me i respond back so fast its ridc... but the he texted me today and we where talking for a while which was good cause we both miss each other and stuff so that went well then we ain't talk all day... i'm so mad cause i really really really like him and i haven't felt this way for a boy/man in a lonnnnnnnnnggggggggggg time.... and i don't know how to handle the situation cause its driving me insane cus i have all these feelings for him and he doing his thang which i know he needs my support right now and im really trying hard to be there for him but idk....i just wish we really could see each other and hug and kiss thats all i want to do... i just really wanna see him so bad... i hope this doesn't turn out bad cause then ima be hurt really bad and i dont wanna feel like that again... what am i suppose to do??? i don't know how to handle the situation and i talked to my friend about it but its still hard.... hopefully he texts me back tonight.